I have acne and body acne. and i cant get rid of it..i was on accutane for a week and i had severe side effects so i had to get off of it. im pale, tall, have acne, cellulite…and the worst of them all..im completely flat chested. my mom accidentally walked in when i came out of the shower & was getting dressed and it was so embarrassing cause im so ashamed of my body. i’m just crying because im so embarrassed and anyone seeing my body r without make up really upsets me. i feel like i try everything to make myself look better..make up, clothes to cover my back and chest so my acne doesn’t show..padded bra..but beneath inside i feel so terrible & beneath the clothes and the make up i look horrible. i just wish i could be someone else..a beautiful girl with nice skin and hair, nice features, nice teeth, cute body. i hate that fact that i have to eventually accept the way God made me. i feel like my body is so disproportioned and i should get implants because my chest is so flat & since im not super skinny it makes my body look weird. im not on here to get implants..i just need advice and opinions on what i should do and how to get over this low self esteem because it is stopping me from socializing, getting a job, going to college, etc. do you think i should get implants to make me feel better? more feminine and more confident so i feel more comfortable in my own skin? and what workouts can i do for my stomach, butt & thighs? be honest & open please.

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oops i meant "im not on here to get compliments" sorry was thinking it so i wrote it.
i was just explaining how i feel inside…i never wear anything to show my body, i never go to the beach..i havent gone to the beach in like 2 years. i never wear skirts or shorts or cute tops.. i just sit in my house afraid of talking to people.
im gonna be 19 next month